Are reflection and a mirror, one in the same?

Reality and truth, is the mirror, reflection is but a manifestation of my imagination.

For 50 years, I’ve built my part of America, but what have I done?

I never thought about it much. I work to long and hard, to maintain enough income to pay for a roof over my head, food and energy, to take care of my family. To this very day, I have little time to reflect, on what I have accomplished. I have my three daughters, grand daughter and my wife, who holds her own, I’ve had no time to reflect, just to busy, watching over them, to give it a thought. I answered my own question.

My future is coming to that point, when I was born, my fate was inevitable. How much time do I have? I’ve always come in second, there is to much competition for first. My family and friends have continued to come before my personal aspirations. There is many a moment where I feel cheated.

I could have been somebody.

Well, it really isn’t up to me. God is my judge. I’ll let him decide.

I figure the longer I’m here, my people will be happier, but I don’t want to be a burden to them. I live to survive, I survive to live. How I proceed, takes a delicate balance. Do I keep driving, with all the energy I can muster?

Or just go fishing

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